Will this FEAR ever end ?

I am not lost , I am tensed

For nothing seems to be going the way I pre-tensed

I love the air , I love the feel

But something big and traumaful is making me kneel

Oh my dear lord, will this fear ever end

Coz I am sick, tired and aimless in this trend

People tell me everything's gonna be alright

Why the hell am I always so fisted tight

It is easier said than done my friends

All I want is the means to survive..and not a benz

Oh my dear lord, will this fear ever end

Coz I am sick, tired and aimless in this trend

I love you mom and dad

and I will work to the best of my abilities I promise

All I need is your love and blessings

And I am positive that I will conquer all vicious crossings

Oh my dear lord, will this fear ever end

Coz I am sick, tired and aimless in this trend

My time will come you know

It will just take a short painful while from now

I aint giving up so soon, aint exhausting so soon

All I know is that my success is coming soon